Sunday, May 15, 2011

Of Your Wild Channel Hoodie.

I cried myself to sleep last night. I really cried. It didn't make me feel better. It made me feel worse. I know that crying isn't the answer. But what the hell - I cried anyway.

Maybe I cried because I was too emotional. I am having my monthly cycle but I can't use that as a reason. That would be too immature. Having my period is not a reason to be emotional. So why did I cry? Because I was sad. Because I couldn't take it anymore I guess. It was my mistake as well. I should know better. Oh well - it's the past now. No use of bragging about it anyways.

Life is pretty OK lately. Everything wasn't not going smoothly simple because it is life. It may be OK to some and it may not be to the others. For me - there were ups and downs. So I'm all cool. I don't want to complain much cause I know if I do complain - it'll get me nowhere.

I made a surprise visit to Bear's college last Wednesday. Well, not really a surprise because I told him two days earlier. But he was damn happy that I did. And I know that I was happy too. To see the look on his face when I arrived - it literally made my day. And I know it made his too.

I would say that last week was one of the best I've had. No. Not me. But one of the best we've had. We had the chance to spend one whole day to ourselves cause it's been ages since we did that. And both of us were super happy about it. We had breakfast together. OK. Not really breakfast but more like brunch, played games and basically having fun. I wish we could do that everyday.

I'll be 24 in another four months. Wow. That's not long, isn't it?

Time sure flies fast. Feels like just yesterday I dropped out of college and was just about to stand back on my two feet but boy, I'm wrong. It's been four years since I left college and I'm still standing. And I'm proud of it.

Basically - this blog is written cause I had no idea on what to write for my assignments. So yeah - more like a R&R kinda thing. Besides, it's been a while since I last made an entry.

Currently listening to Love Song by Big Bang.